Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Window into my World

I am working on cleaning my room so I have a safe haven from the world....till I am on the open road again...life is not going easy....DOES it EVER?

Here is pics from my room...

 My bulletin board, and shelves...next to bed.

 My guitar, lavender plant, and Celtic "God is our Rock"
on top of Chest of drawers.

 My wall shelves, the owl lamp was a gift from Grandma F.
and belonged first to her mother.

And thats my room, at least as much as I will show thee at this time... Blessings friends!

 ~ Traveller Gal, out!

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Christmas in Oklahoma

 Traveled this Christmastide to my Grandma Fitzpatick's (from the Gaelic: Mac Giolla Phadriag) in Poteau, OK.  She lives near Long Lake, Cavanal (world's tallest hill), and the Ouachita National Forest. The Fitzpatrick Hillside is 13 acers of woodlands, own by her, my mom, and 2 uncles.  As a child this place was like a second home to me, especially over summers, which often were spent running through the woodlands with my cousins.  At 17, I built a Celtic hunters hut from ceder bows... it took 2 years to come apart, and ruins still remain!


Christmas was relaxing... nothing eventful, just Christmas at Grandma's.  I was blessed to get a 1611 KJV Bible, an Amy Brown Fairy Journal, a Mic for the the comp, another journal (hmm...people know I like to write it seems), and Runts candy.  Grandma  also had me go to the store and pick up the light blue sleeping bag I wanted, and told me it is my birthday present.  ^_^   Good timing, since my old one just broke.

Wonderful as this all was, it seems a shadow had passed over things.  Why I do not know... it feels as though this was the last Christmas that will be this way.  The last of a season.  Am I moving soon?  Is Grandma leaving us soon (her health has been poor for a while)?  Who knows where this winter path goes, but it has come unbidden and thus must be journeyed on.... God be with me...

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Saturday, December 4, 2004

Refections on Life

I have been doing a lot of searching in the last 5 and 1/2 years...ever since I first took soo ill...

One thing I have found...is my views of God have changed...I see him now as more of a Father who lovingly watches over me and tends to me...then this power station I plug into...LOL.

Another, I have learned...no amount of ministry will make me happy...I love to do it...but I am happiest and the most at peace...in a small group of loved ones...or just me and the open road.




I know that my dream house is a small one...decorated minimally with Celtic, Native, and Tribal items.

That more stuff...means more stress...and MORE WORK...LOL.

And that... true love is worth waiting for and fighting for...even if you have to fight yourself for it. ^_^

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Refection Time...

Why is it that I love the thoughts behind Thanksgiving and Christmas... but I hate the mad rush...the over shoping....and the business that these Holidays have come to hold?   LOL. 

To me Christmastide is a time to reflect on our Lord.... and it should be calm and peaceful...maybe a bit of wild Celtic music too...but not the craziness these holidays have become.   SIGH!




~ Traveller Gal, out!

Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Maiden Beneth the Tree

Who is this maiden I see, sitting here beneth this tree?
Her heart is full of dreams, her face is set like a flent to her path...
Lady with your heart so full of dreams what is it you lack?

"Good friend, tis true my dreams and path are clear...
'Tis true I am a woman of vision and of purpose,
Yet this one thing do I lack...
 He who was made for me...and I for he."

Ahh, sweet maid, be at peace I say, for when
that day shall come...then all shall know thy joy.

I wrote this some time ago...but felt like sharing it just today.  Enjoy.

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Monday, October 18, 2004

Cloudy Day ^_^

Greetings!  'Tis a beautiful cloudy day here...and I am going job hunting...  Things are not easy, as always.... but I remain hopeful.  May haps soon funds will begin coming in, and I can start really planning to get back on the road.  I have to get my license and then the "Wagon" and I, along with my bike, "Meg", can be on our way...  To where ever God has for me!!!  ^_^

~ Traveller Gal, out!
 

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Black Pottrey

I thought I knew who I was... in truth...I knew who I thought I was... who sorrow and tragedy have made me... God showed me I am to be his special black pottery...so specially made...and very rare.  I am to be a blending of the cultures I have loved so well, Native American, Celtic, and Traveller. 

 I am so much and so little all at once.   I dont fit in most places no matter how I try.   Even where I feel most loved...around the table at my grandma's house...I feel an outsider.  I am at home in the forest...or sitting around talking of the Word and olden times...or working out ideas for missions work...or out on the open road...and not many other places...

Seeings as that is the case...and missions work...is where I am most at home...that way will head... now to get training.

~ Traveller Gal, out!