Sunday, June 13, 2004

Balm

Hands of Mercy, Hands of Grace, Flowing down from Thy Divine place.

Words of Love, Words of Joy, Dancing into my immortal soul.

Look of Peace, Look of Promise, Shining out from Thy Holy face. Soothing balm, Soothing clam, have now You sent to me to fill this my bitter hole. 



~ Traveller Gal, out!

Sunday, June 6, 2004

Broken Wings

Being a fool for Christ is not that hard, when you have been a fool anyway.   LOL.   Then again, a fool for Christ is a totally different breed of fool.


Living day to day is so strange and new...this is an exciting adventure.   I am now able to slow down and not worry so much.   If I have a job tomorrow, I will.   If love lasts, it will.  If food is here, it is.   I am not as far as I need to be, but it is a start...and wow.  Open road your traveller gal is returning soon.

Filling out job app. today.  LOL.

Also, made a new friend in Robby "Jesus Freak" Nickles... he is a good guy.

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Fallen Angel with broken wings,
The ash clouding thine eyes.
When will the dust settle,
And the ink turn green?


Fallen Angel with broken wings
The ash choking thy song,
When will the air clear,
And  the music ring true?


Fallen Angel now restored,
The ash now flown away,
Now the ink is green,
And the song is true.

Write and praise now,
Thy Holy King.


2004 - MMH/MMN 

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Wednesday, June 2, 2004

Tattered souls...

Bitter sorrow and torment, we sent Thee to.
Suffering and and pain were Thy lot,
Until by death You did part,
Then to life returned.

Why did You call these tatter souls Thine?
Why do You want us at Thy feast?
We who did betray You to Thy DEATH.

Why it is we do not know,
Yet here in the shaddowlands,
Beside the old worn cross faith does come alive,
As Thy holy blood cleans this tattered soul. 



2004 - MMH/MMN

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Ashy Skies


God, burn up all the ugly parts of my life!  Kill the parts of me that You dont want around.   I hate this life like it is right now, with such pain and sorrow.  Burn out the sin burn out the evil, leave only what You will in their place.

 Amen!


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I don't know where I am headed...I once did... but all this craziness has clouded my view.   God help me see the path again... the ash in the sky is to thick!!!

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Gaze to heaven, soul in ashes,
Heart on fire, life in rune,
Trials and turmoils,
Joys and blessings,
All this way do come.

Gaze above, life shadows
Heart alive, soul in distress,
Pain and death,
Healing and life,
All this way do come.

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Wednesday, April 7, 2004

Refections: 1

"Riches I heed not nor man's empty praise, THOU mine inheritance now and always! "~ Be Thou My Vision

Let me tell you a  bit about the woman I am becoming again....

I am a fun loving, dedicated Christian...committed to purity, honesty, humility, and a simplistic lifestyle.   I am into Celtic Christianity and the history of Native America, especially the Navajo.   Personally I am a traveller gal.  It does not take much to make me happy, a dry place to sleep, some food, good friends, and mi lord. 

I am kinda shy except with those I am close to, but this is partially because I don't want to hurt others.   In the past I have been like poison, so until I am sure I am not again...I tend to hang back a bit.  Once I open up though, I tend to be bold and confesses my soul to you.

That is who I am right now... growing in God... spending time daily in HIS Word.  Praying, seeking His will, and living for Him....seeking a chance to get back on the open road.

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Friday, April 2, 2004

Dreams for Future...


I love life, but not as I am facing it now.   I wish I could go back to January 2001 when life was really good... keep the good friends I have made since then, but go back to a simpler time...when my biggest worry was getting money to go on a Missions trip.

I am just heart sick, in more ways than I can list.   I just want to live a simple life a way from this crazy world.   Maybe settle into traveling with a good husband, have a few kids, and create safe havens for youth...  So simple, yet so complex is that dream.

You know, I can do like Paul... put the past with its great trimps and great tribulations behind me.   If he can do it so can I.  It wont be easy, but what in life is anymore?

Oh, for the simplicity of life on the open road again!

~ Traveller Gal, out!

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Journey to Ft. Wayne


Well, i am at my aunt's for a while... then heading to Kansas...till i get money and license...then may haps  back to MI.   ^_^

It is time to let God start making a path for my life.  I must look into more schooling... and where to get the money for it.   I am praying to get to go back to Michigan... at least until I have money and some training like at Visions.   Who knows... one plan changes and God opens another door.
Life is so strange... but worth living.   At least GOD brings great good out of great darkness as only HE can.

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Spent yesterday with my Aunt Nel and 2nd cousins Ashley and Liz.   Got a beautiful dress for prom alteritive and stuff to go with it.  Still need gloves, a purse, and shoes, but those will come with time.
 
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~ Traveller Gal, out!

I love begin a traveller gal, but this road is so not easy!